I NEED A FUNCTION ROOM! anyone???????
those lepak sessions at SIMPANG. i miss those days. good old memories.
NOW...
different age, different clique yet SAME PEOPLE, SAME PLACE.
HELL YEA!!!
i wonder who reads my blog....
anyway.......
Dear Blogger,
what happens to someone if her mind is filled with different kind of emotions at one time? will she be confused? perhaps.. what happens to someone if a very small part of her past kept haunting her, replaying like a broken recorder? will it cause her having a phobia for life ? if she cant forget, then yes.. for life. are her fears overrated ? who can answer that ? people ard her, passer bys can only guide her through and let her see the way out.. But, she is the only person who can make the decision and step out of it..
sometimes, people ard her might not understand or can never understand. sometimes, you might not accept passer by's advice or comments.
it takes just one person in this whole universe to ruin your life.. yes, just one person. no matter how strong you are, that one person would change you or your life in one way or another. take me for an example, i realized im so much more quiet than last time. i have reservations in the things i do. many many fears which some devil must have cast on me.
currently, i think im at the trough of my life and can only rely on my own. people ard me are there to accompany me through. i appreciate that but they might not know what's on my mind. it's too complicated to bring it across and i dont want to impose on them. they are all busy.
curry puff might look tough but the potatoes inside are very fragile. once smashed on the ground, you can kiss goodbye to the entire curry puff. im that curry puff. or maybe.. a jelly ? too fragile... too soft...
it's either my hair could not sustain dye OR the dye is lousy! the highlights on my hair has DARKENED. weird. i thought it would lightened as time passes by ? hmm...
school reopens on the 13th Oct, next monday. drowned in different emotions. blah.
signing off,
hahahahaha
